1st BLoG eNtRY

Ok so let me get this straight, I can come on here and ramble on and on about anything I want and not get told to shut up....SWEET. This could be a good means to vent and get things off my chest. Im a pretty emotional person and usually wear my emotions on my sleeve. Im constantly in a different mood, but for the majority of the time I try to be "Merry" (aka my online alias) (//_^)
Ummm...well not much to tell about myself. Im a loner, not by choice, but by inevitable consequences of my social awkwardness and semi-kinda-almost anxiety. Id love to go out and just hang out, but Im too scared to go by myself. I dont have any real friends in my city, and I admit its kinda my fault cause I dont go out to make those friends..Grrrr...I even make myself frustrated with my social habits. I guess thats why I find it easier and more comfortable with social networks. I am semi obsessed with Stickam.com because its easy to meet random strangers on there and you can actually see them (via webcam, which is optional but is a good plus). (www.stickam.com/ghostinthesnow)
Its kinda like talking to them in person, so Its helping me with my social skill...LOL..wow Im really sounding like such a hermit dweeb...Ohh well, if the shoe fits ;) I love my stickam friends! YAY virtual best friends!

Ok well until I think of an actual "topic" to ramble on about, Ill leave you be.

tooooooooodles!
much LUV....
XOXOXOXO
MERRY --%-{@