what goes around, comes around

*warning...another boring relationship blog

It seems to be true that what goes around comes around. In regards to the "relationships" that I've had, that seems to be the case. My only 2 real boyfriends rejected me late last year and early this year. The first Ex left me for someone else and the second Ex broke up with me cause he wanted to be just friends. I had no choice but to accept and deal with both those situations. The next 2 people I went on a "date" with, I was not that into, so I fed them the line that ..."I'm not really looking for a relationship right now but I'd like to be friends with you." Well both of them didn't take kindly to that answer and just kinda blew me off afterwards. A few months later, I met someone I really really was liking, but now it was him who gave me that same line..."I'm not looking for a relationship right now but I'd like to still 'hang out' with you." That was a disappointment, but I had to deal with it. And now, the most recent guy...who everyone told me not to get involved with is now also telling me he doesn't want a relationship with me either but still wants to be "friends". Quote un-quote. *clears throat* LOL. I'm not a slut I promise, and I never thought I'd be a "friends with benefits" kind of girl so I don't know how that will end up. It is also interesting to note that with the most recent one, I had initially not wanted anything to do with him relationship-wise and told him I wanted to only be friends even though he told me he liked me, now it is I who likes him and he who doesn't want anything to do with me relationship-wise. I guess love really is a game of cat and mouse huh?

But.....GEEEZZZZZ.....I got rejected 2 times, did the rejecting 2 times, and got rejected back another 2 times. If this keeps up, I should look forward to breaking 2 more hearts in the future? LOL