from "friends" to FRIENDS

So the guy "friend" that I had is now just only a Friend. No more kisses, no more holding hands, no more intimacy, no more dates, no more emotions, other than friendly ones. I say we were "friends" because we never were anything official, but we did everything a couple would. It is interesting how when I first met him, I was the one who did not want a relationship. But two months later, I do want a relationship, but now it is he who doesn't want a relationship. It sucks. I know how hard it is to try and salvage a friendship with someone you have history with. It is nearly impossible to stay friends only with someone you like. Ohh well. I guess I understand though. He is young. He is 20, and I am 26. La carne es debil. The flesh is weak. If he wants to be free to be with other girls if he finds someone he likes more..then so be it. I have never been the type of girl to cry and beg for a guy to stay with me. It will be his loss. Of coarse it will hurt if he does, and that I know of, he hasn't. Even though he has this one chick all up on him basically offering herself to him, but he has yet to fall for it.....key word yet. Because guys are weak when it comes to temptation, so I really don't know how that will work out. Like I said, I'm not gonna chase him. I refuse to be "la otra" (the other woman) while he looks at his options. *sigh* I will just have to see how things turn out...wish me luck I guess?? LOL :)