Anyways, I was a part of a group of humans running away from these creatures who were fighting each other but also very focused on killing/eating us O_o
Anyways, we were going from building to building and ended up
in a high school going up many flights of stairs but not actually arriving at a floor? Yeah Im still confused about that kind of setting, but ohh well, it is what it is. Anyways, I guess we ended up facing destruction, because I DO remember having to think about which I would prefer to become. I DONT remember which was my decision, cause I think at that moment I began to wake up. 
But as I was trying to explain the dream to a friend, I was kinda analyzing it and came to the conclusion that it was a figurative battle between the "evil" creatures and the "good" humans. The humans were being destroyed and their numbers dwindling. I was part of that "good" group trying to fight/escape "evil" but ultimately ended up losing/giving up and joining the "evil" side. I inevitable lost the battle against the monsters/demons (in me) and lost my humanity/goodness? Hence, turning into a monster myself.
I dont know why I would dream about this, but I dont think Ive become totally evil...not yet ;) I am bitter/mad/cold/critical of myself because of personal matters (read previous blog) so maybe it was my internal self telling me not to let the "evil" side take over me, not t
o let the monsters win. To hold on to my good human nature? Ive never been a mean vengeful spiteful angry person, and I dont wanna be like that. And since I do kinda like the sci-fi genre in general, I guess my unconscious self decided it was the best way to get the message across and me actually pay attention to it..LOL I dont really know. Everyone has a lil good AND bad in them, its just a decision that has to be made as to which you choose to be. Maybe its nothing, maybe I was just having a geeky movie dream, quite possible. I just thought Id share this entertaining thought of me receiving insightful messages through sci-fi-esque dream interpretations. At least I hope you got a laugh at this and how I can read so much into it. 
I like your interpretation of the dream. I don't think I'd ever think of it that way. I do think that we all have a little good and evil in us though, hopefully more good than evil. On the other hand, if you are receiving messages via sci-fi dreams, that's pretty awesome, lol.
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