WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT A LOT.
I worry alot about alot of things. I'm somewhat of a worry wart. But most often than not, I worry about my financial security and what others think about me.
I had a scare this holiday season and my debit card was denied for lack of funds. AHHH thank God I had some cash on me. But that was soooo embarassing. That is why one of my new years resolution is to watch what I spend my money on and try to save as much as I can. It really would be a plus to see a bigger amount in my bank account.
Secondly, and I hate to admit this, but I do worry about what others think of me. I spent so many years without recieving any form of positive attention from anyone that I was sort of craving it for a while, and when I started to get some, It made me even more conscious of myself. I am always thinking, why doesn't anyone talk to me, or do I look approachable and nice. I suppose this is when I began wearing make up and doing my hair, just trying to look good when I can. It isn't a bad thing to take care of yourself, but I am trying to work on being comfortable in my bare skin without the added decoratory aspects.
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