Tuesday, December 28, 2010

30 Days of Blogging...Day 11 (12.27.10)

WRITE ABOUT THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE.
I think I would have to say the best day of my life was valentines day 2009 I believe, but only because it gave me the best feeling of my life. At the time, I was in an intense online-relationship with someone long distance in the army. (takes too long to explain the complexity of an online relationship) And on this particular V-day, we were talking on the phone and I remember clearly I was driving home from Wal-Mart and he randomly asked if I would marry him. I thought it was a joke but I could tell in his voice that he was sincere. It took me a while, but I basically said no and he got upset and I was afraid I had lost him for good. So when I got home, I called him and we talked and I explained my reasoning, and he told me he wasn't mad. To go from that heart-sinking feeling of maybe losing him to immense relief of still having him in my life was incredible. I literally felt my heart beat faster as we said we loved each other. I had never felt that way before, nor have I felt that way about anyone else ever since. It sounds cheesy, but I think I felt true Love for the first time on that day at that instance.
Laugh all you want at the sillyness of an online relationship, but that was something special that was REAL to me, even though it wasn't physically real. But it left an impact and a mark in my heart, so much that I consider that my best day ever.

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